Silly Me

Good things about this last week

• I paid my real estate taxes … EARLY!!! I swear the earth had a little tremor .. possibly, I forgot the date and when I realized, I pretended to be an adult and mailed them anyway.

• I completed a newsletter in the hopes of selling the LAST FOUR puppies!

• I didn’t choke any dogs even though the old guy is producing more urine then I think his body can hold and releasing it every night. Max keeps swallowing chunks of bine followed by copeous amounts of vomit .. small spots times a gazillion. Yes, I give him the bones to keep his teeth clean…and give me peace while he chomps .. how I suffer for a little “me time”.

• Max and I had SPA DAy .. seperate locations, thankfully. If I ever remember to take a cap with me, I might feel comfortable running an errand after my facial - not with that haie showing though.

• I had a fun, laughter filled birthday dinner with Brady and Kelly.

Words for thought…

If I don’t text first, we don’t talk.

If I don’t reach out, all I get is silence.

If I stop trying, there’s nothing left to hold us together.

And that’s when I realized, it’s not that you’re too busy, it’s not that you forget. It’s that you don’t care enough to try. If someone wants you in their life, you won’t have to beg for their time.

Woe is me…

Contemplating the words above .. Imstagram wisdom .. insert eye rool. I whine about not wanting to have a big deal made about my birthday, not ever wanting to be the focus of attention. Then when it’s ignored, I’m a wee bit disappointed. Brady and Kelly aknowledged my birthday and we had a fun dinner. That’s it .. not the other son, not a sister, not a friend. Apparently, I don’t want a “big deal” but a simple nod would have been nice.